the push, pull and fall

you push and i move backwards.
i push and you pull away.
we dance around in circles.
i never show the true emotion behind my words.
on the logical side; the side of reason.
i can see how this can go wrong.
but when i am in your arms.
nothing has ever felt more right.
so i ask myself.
where do i go from here.
do i try and take what i want.
do i wait for it to be completely right.
or do i just give up all together.
and after the realization.
comes the fall.
wherever it lands me.
i will accept it.
and i will try not to think back.
on what could have been.
or should have been.
it will just be.
what it is meant to be.
so maybe i should.
just bow out gracefully.