Thursday, January 31, 2008

denial

i can hide from this forever. push things far away from the core of me. consider them null.
...if i don't acknowledge them. they can't exist.
but they come to me in dreams. living only through the part of my brain that i can't control. breathing in the courage i only wish i could show.
so i try not to sleep. not to feel. not to dream.
...while i lay sleeping my mind wants what it wants. my heart wants what it wants. and i have no power over mind.
but then i awaken. to begin my quest once again.
denial is the breakfast of champions. and i have feasted upon many.

1 comments:

Lynn Barry said...

So very true...